Monday, January 13, 2014

Step


Step.

“The single complete movement of raising one foot and putting it down in another spot.....” (The Free Dictionary).

“A movement made by lifting your foot and putting it down in a different place” (Merriam-Webster Dictionary)

Step.

Step. Step. Step.

Step. Step. Step. Step. Step.

Many folks over the years have made a tradition out of professing some type of annual resolution.  I did that a few times as a young adult many moons ago.  Never achieving the resolution, always unobtainable, usually unrealistic.  For the past few years I have discovered, like many souls, that a focus or purpose is more necessary than a list of actions to take, or not to take.

This year I have chosen the word "Step".

The purposeful placement of me.... moving....in a particular direction.  Carried by the knowledge and faith that this current journey is not a "wrong" turn, but an unforeseen one. 

I like this word for its action, movement, and resolve.  It's not a race, a particular length, a particular pace.  But a methodical resolve to tread ahead.  In spite of knowing that the upcoming path is precarious... I will step.  Today.  One foot at a time. 

Step. 

Step. Step. Step.

And as I step, I chose joy.  Sometimes through tears.  Sometimes through laughter.  Sometimes in pain.  Sometimes in rest.  But as I step, I chose joy.   

"For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord.  Plans for peace and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11)

Today's Journey Joys: broken crusty leaves floating down water rivulets, condensation balling on the panes, my hair locks given, winter thaw, a balmy thirty seven degrees and wonderful sunshine, friends picking up children.

Melancholy

I shouldn't write when I'm feeling like this.  Emotionally fragile and oscillating between tears, fears, and frustration.  Yet ...