Sunday, March 9, 2014

Weary & numb

I’m weary.  Too many thoughts, musings, concerns. 

I’m slowly, methodically, being submerged under responsibilities.  Unable to keep up.  Too fatigued to think clearly. Too tired to really make a difference.  My heart mulling this cancer journey.  Cold and numb. Feeling alone.

I stare at my work....  
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Melancholy

I shouldn't write when I'm feeling like this.  Emotionally fragile and oscillating between tears, fears, and frustration.  Yet ...

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